Back to myself again...

My moment of irrational thought passed last night and after my last post I fell asleep easily. I woke up this morning and was careful to savor my shower as it would be my last really good one for at least a week. Things went smoothly at the hospital and this time I didn't get nervous at the last minute like the first knee surgery I had in Sept. I remember more about being in the OR right before the surgery, and I woke up pretty easily after....although I do sort of remember answering a few questions with odd answers...lol. At any rate, I have been doing pretty good...I had quite a bit of pain initially but today was not bad. I know it is gonna get a little worse now that the drugs from the hospital are wearing off. I haven't used the crutches at all since I was able to borrow a cane. That is so much better than those crutches. So anyways...I am feeling a whole lot better about things now that it is done. I am relieved that at least for now, I don't have any more surgeries in my (near) future.